I got your letter. When we are required to assume leadership only for service, we should do even that and carry on the work. It may be that faith begins as faith in the doer but it should be transformed into faith in his work.Only then can we feel satisfied.The doer lives for a while and is no more;he is only an instrument. Actions live for ever.Where is Harishchandra now ? But truth has always been, and is and will be .Harishchandra's immortality is the result of his action in the service of truth. Truth existed even before he was born. He served only as an instrument. Fix this thought in your mind with the help of other examples; the goblin of despair will then run away from you.